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Hope this would ignite something.
Saturday, March 29, 2014 » 4:17 PM » 0Comment(s)

Assalamua'laikum warahmatullah hiwabarakatuh !

Wow. It'a been a LONG time since I left this blog with a tiny new year post, and hey look, it's the 29th March. Lots of thing happen during these period.

And I've been experiencing so many sad, happy, emo, fragile moments of course - the things that I can't hide. The things that need to be foretell, the things that one's have to experienced it.

From relationship with the loved one, until the relationship with friends, I had it all.

Fights, cry, argue, mad and lots more

And that day I found this poem



 Basically it tells about a harsh life and that's what we're all facing now right?

And yeah it's been March I told you just now and .... Boya found a new friend, her name is Bowya. She love to sleep and eat a lot, talk less, not much of hyper as Boya, she just ... being a girl; with a guy by her side, heheh.


 And I've been travel and outing(s). Most of it at Terengganu, with buddies and bandmates. It's weird but fun and tiring but, fun. And of course, I have meet a companion, more like a best friend as we're totally looks like sibling much, so yeah it's been a journey and life-shocking experienced that I would love to keep it in my own head diary :)







It's just ... amazing? And I'm so glad that we're still breathe in this world and do what we need to do: ibadah, and just be a good servant to Him.

So yeah. Alhamdulilah. And about the MH370, I'm so sorry to hear it, especially for those who're have the family members on the plane, they still yet haven't to be found and miracle is with us, Aminn.

I guess this will sum up everything :)


ps: I'm facing the final exam, wish me luck

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Happy New Year
Thursday, January 02, 2014 » 11:52 PM » 0Comment(s)

Assalamua'laikum semua
Wow, it's new year already. SO SOON and we didn't realise it much huh? God time fly so damn fast and looks like we have to move fast and get on our own feet and create more memories and gain something good in our life.

Apparently, me, Adilah. Is still the same old bitter short bitchy girl with no attitude. I'm not good at dress up. Not good at giving a polite good speech even though I know how to public-talk. And man! I turned 19 on 10th Dec '13 and looks like I just have a few days because it's new year. Hah serves me right.

So. Lotsa stuff happen. People died every single day. People get killed in front of their friends and families. Girls being raped. Guys being forced to do bitter stuff. Kids being taught to use iPad. Kids stuck in a school wooden chair and bla bla bla bla f-cking bla bla

Sh-t. Don't you see that every day is a different day? It's not the same day that we've been through yesterday or last night. It's DIFFER. So, why not us.

Oh yeah I got stuff to tell you. I have a boyfriend already. And we're attached on October the first '13. And he is a nice guy (hope so) and he taught me stuffs. A great one. Right now I'm sitting in front of my Mom's bakery cafe and stealing wifi and drinking ice melted lemon tea. And. Life is not really good recently. I don't like the stuffs that happening around us.

Killing and terrorizing. And killing and killing and dumping and killing and robbing and killing again. ERGH

Don't forget the government get any worst and worst and demonic and capitalist and even more meaner and heartless and pushing the people or the citizen to be so-called "saving" but then: they're spend more than they ever could. This people, is what we called TYRANNY. Yeah, sucky T. TRASHY TYRANNY

The world is SICKER. Can't you see it? It's just not bout your relationship getting worst or your mascara harden or your skin is not flaw like other girls or your Macbeth is out of date. It's bout the globe people. THE GLOBE. THE SPHERE THAT WE'RE LIVE IN.

I'm not asking you to join some NGOs or get yourself loaded with the guns or weapons or swords. At least give a concern. At least give a sympathy. At least pray for the best. At least show some mercy. At least appreciate what you have and what others don't. At least, just at least, take a look at the sky and ask yourself. Is the world get any better tomorrow?

Sorry for being emotional. Well actually hoes, I should be. WE ALL SHOULD BE. CARE. GIVE. SUPPORT. PRAY. CONCERN. DO THE RIGHT THINGS.

I'm hoping that this year, this 2014 would have a better year than last year. At least getting better if it could not be the best.

LONG SIGH

So um yeah

I guess that's it

I'm off. Hope you guys have a great day and year and spend wisely and f-ck those hoes that hate you and may those chicken realise that you're a golden duck instead of grumpy toad (okay I'm start to write down crazy stuff so yeah bye)

That's it, thanks for reading and please pray for the world. HE LISTEN TO YOU

Assalamua'laikum :)

ps: I watched Peter Pan movies over and over and I cried and my boyfie said I'm nuts. That's okay. I AM nuts. Wehehe

here some pictures if you want to take a look. I'm sorry for this entry. It's kinda wordy much huh? Hee sorry

 stolen from Twitter. Hee

 yeah

me and dudes

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Entri terakhir tahun ni. Salam Maal Hijrah wahai Muslimin sekalian. :]
Wednesday, November 14, 2012 » 6:11 PM » 0Comment(s)

Assalamua'laikum dunia internet. Yes. Tomorrow is new year! Esok tahun baru.
Aku dah nekad nak buat azam untuk jadikan diri aku lebih baik daripada sekarang. Nak jadi anak, adik, kakak, kawan, sahabat, musuh dan manusia yang lebih superb daripada tahun-tahun sebelum ni.
Kalau diikutkan memanglah susah, tapi if we don't give a shot, macam mana nak tahu betul tak?
Berikut adalah azam-azam yang aku nak cuba gain:

  • Score lebih daripada pesaing-pesaing aku yang jumlahnya boleh tahan banyak. Nak dapat Dekan jugak!!
  • Nak cuba masukkan hasil tangkapan gambar kat site National Geographic. Manalah tahu kalau diorang nak publish betul tak?
  • Nak belajar masak lauk-pauk. Kari dan beberapa gulai dah tahu, nak cuba buat masak tempoyak, lemak, rendang pedas etc. Wish me luck dan doakan tak ada dapur yang terbako.
  • Nak cuba paint self-potrait black & white. Apa susah, tangkap gambo, lukih puas-puas! Haha
  • Cuba untuk jadi Pesilat dan nak buat self-achievement yang lebih baik daripada Taekwondo dulu! Masa Taekwondo dulu malas gila, masa training pun curi-curi balik, Sir mana nampak kalo aku balek awal sebab banyak orang. Silat ni sikit je orang datang. Even kalo nak ngelat sikit pun boleh kena detect. Hampeh
  • Gain pingat untuk UiTM ni. No matter lah dalam debat ke, Brass Band ke, Silat ke, janji pingat atau pencapaian. Kalau gangsa pun, gangsa lah. Doakan aku eh.
  • Nak gunakan masa secara berkualiti dan produktif. Nak kurangkan pengunaan Twitter, Facebook, Tumblr dan Sketchfu sekerap mungkin. Blogger? Entahlah. Rasanya nak selalu bukak sebab nak baca entri-entri gempak.
  • Cuba nak baca Yaasin setiap malam Jumaat. Aku dengar kalau buat amalan ni boleh hapuskan dosa-dosa minggu lepas. InsyaAllah akan ku buat sama ada sorang-sorang atau dengan member-member.
  • Make new friends! Ya. Nak dapatkan kawan-kawan lagi. Berkawan biar berjuta, berkasih biar tak ada. Ehh??
  • Cuba elakkan daripada angan-angan yang membinasakan diri dalam luar. Misalannya, nak jadi lebih tinggi, nak cari gaduh dengan budak kelas, lecturer etc.

doa awal & akhir tahun, baca dan insyaAllah dosa kita pada tahun lepas diampunkanNya :)

ps: Aku rasa inilah angan-angan azam tahun 1434 Hijrah ni. Aku memang berharap sangat-sangat azam-azam ni dapat direalisasikan dan bukan difantasikan. See ya next year.

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Tutuplah sebelum kamu ditutupkan buat selama-lamanya.
Thursday, March 29, 2012 » 12:45 PM » 0Comment(s)

Assalamua'laikum. Tengah hari ni, aku nak kongsi pendapat aku pasal wanita/gadis Islam yang memakai tudung, hijab, selendang atau apa-apa sahaja yang menutup kepala diorang.Sampai hari ni, aku ingat lagi apa yang ustat aku cakap kat aku tentang perbezaan tutup dan bungkus aurat ni.
Dia cakap, perempuan ni ibarat buah, mula-mula aku terkejut jugak dia cakap macam tu. Aku ingat dia dah buang tebiat, tapi dia macam tahu je apa yang aku pikir, dia cakap "tunggu dulu, dengar apa yang saya cakap baru awak nilai saya." Ok, cepat sangat melulu. Kemudian, dia sambung lagi, "kalau buah ni tertutup dengan paper yang tebal dan tak nipis, mesti tak ada semut, ulat, lalat yang nak singgah kat buah tu. Cuba awak bayangkan kalau buah tu tak dibalut dan ditutup, mesti banyak gila semut, lalat, ulat yang jerkah buah tu."

Seram bila tengok patung ni, kalo ni perempuan betul lagi seram! 
Pada hemat aku, lelaki boleh nampak kesalahan yang ada pada perempuan dan sebaliknya, perempuan juga boleh nampak kesalahan pada lelaki. Tapi tak pada jantina masing-masing. Kalau perempuan dengan perempuan, lain cerita. Begitu jugak dengan lelaki sama lelaki. Semua nampak orait je, semua nampak cantik, indah je. 
Elok ke? Aku rasa tak.

Ada sorang hamba Allah cakap kat sorang hamba Allah yang aku kenal dan dia bagitahu kat aku, yang secara jujurnya dia tak suka tengok perempuan Islam pakai tudung tapi tak pakai ikut syariat. Yang cakap tu bukan orang Islam, tapi orang kafir. 
Mak cik yang sudah buang tebiat.
Dia heran gila-gila kenapa seorang Muslimah boleh pakai cam orang bukan Islam. Terkejit? Terkejut? Aku rasa tak. Sebab isu ni dah lama bertapak kat tanah Melayu ni. Dah jadi duri dalam daging, gunting dalam lipatan. Memakan kita tanpa kita sedari.


Aku terasa tahap gaban bila kawan Cina aku tanya kenapa aku pakai tudung, (报头) tak macam orang lain. maksud dia macam gambo kat atas ni. Kenapa aku tak pakai tudung macam tu. Aku cakap la kat dia yang semua orang ada option, pilihan yang dia suka. Kalo dia suka pakai tudung cam tu, sukati opah dia la. *sori kaso sket* 
Ingat, lelaki punya imaginasi lagi kuat daripada perempuan. Kalau dia nampak muka kita pun dia boleh bayangkan yang kita ni tengah buat perkara yang tak elok dengan dia. Ni bukan fakta yang aku buat-buat sendiri, tapi pengakuan daripada blogger yang aku follow sendiri. Dia tak tahan dengan seksaan yang ditujukan kepada kaum dia, kaum Adam. Wanita zaman sekarang ni yang zalim. Zalim kepada masyarakat dan zalim kepada diri sendiri. Kenapa torture lelaki? Diorang dah la tak ada sebarang ikatan sah dengan mana-mana perempuan, dapat saje tengok plak tu. Tak ke geram perasaan diorang. Akibatnya, kes rogol pun terjadi. Lepas tu, nak salahkan lelaki. Tak ke kejam tu? D:
Ok la, aku rasa sampai sini aje la aku membebel. Selamat tinggal. Assalamua'laikum. :) 
*komen kalau anda rasa sesuatu yang tak berapa nak betul, atau ada benda yang terbuku. Semua gambo ni diedit oleh admin*

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Kehilangan terbesar...
Friday, March 23, 2012 » 11:42 AM » 0Comment(s)

Assalamua'laikum. Pagi ni, lebih kurang pukul 7.30, aku turun bawah nak tengok TV. Tak ada apa-apa rancangan best pun sehingga lah aku bukak TV3 dan pengacara tu cakap yang Tan Sri Mazlan Nordin telah meninggal dunia. Terkejut beruk aku. Bayangkan, tiap-tiap hari aku baca kolum beliau dan tiba-tiba beliau meninggal. Tak ke gila tu?
Banyak la jugak artikel yang ditulisnya aku ada simpan. Bukan apa, kreatif, tersusun, rapi dan padat. Tak ada cacat cela. Perfect 10 kata orang putih. Selain daripada beliau, Shahnon Ahmad, Usman Awang, Faizal Tehrani, Mawar Shafie dan banyak lagi. Tak dapat rasanya kalau aku tulis satu persatu kat sini. Pengacara Malaysia Hari Ini tu cakap negara kita kehilangan besar pada hari ini.
Sewaktu dikurniakan pingat..
Tapi, bagi aku, kita sedang mengalami kehilangan terbesar. Tak ada lagi orang yang boleh menegur macam beliau. Tak ada lagi yang memberi nasihat, berkongsi pengalaman dan tiada lagi yang boleh menulis dalam kolum "Mazlan Nordin Menulis".
Shahnon Ahmad
Sayu. Itu sahaja yang boleh aku gambarkan. Macam.....kosong. Tiada apa-apa lagi yang tinggal untuk aku. Tapi, sebagai umat Islam, aku kena redha dengan pemergiannya. Aku cuma mampu mendoakan idola aku dirahmati Allah azzajawalla. Cuma, aku tak tahu kalau penulis-penulis muda di luar sana boleh menerima pemergiannya. Takut nak fikir masa depan seni penulisan ni terkubur kalau satu demi satu tokoh penting dalam bidang ni pergi meninggalkan dunia yang sekerat ni.
Adilah's

Aku rasa, tu je lah. Sekurang-kurangnya aku dah luahkan apa yang terbuku ni. Semoga rohmu dirahmati Allah. Amin. Al-Fatihah.

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Sebab aku tak tonton drama Melayu.
Wednesday, March 07, 2012 » 6:07 PM » 3Comment(s)

Assalamua'laikum. Haa, nampak tak tajuk entri aku. Aku memang suka tahap maksimum kalau bab tengok TV dan filem ni. Tapi secara jujurnya, aku memang jarang tonton drama Melayu. Apa drama yang meletup sekarang ni? Vanilla Coklat kan? Tanya adik-adik aku, bahkan nenek aku sendiri. Aku ngan keluarga aku memang jarang tengok drama Melayu. Tadi, masa nak download video The Fray, aku check inbox YouTube aku. Ada budak yang cadangkan aku satu video ni. Video aksi si hero dan heroin pelakon drama tersebut bermanja-manja. Dia tulis kat aku, "hey, trylah tengok video yang saye bwat ni. Cutekan diorang. Saye ske ngan Zarrra n Amirr. Cute sgt2!!!" Adoi, dari gaya penulisan dia aku boleh agak yang minah ni fanatik dengan cerita ni. Aku balas la mesej dia yang menyampah tu, aku jawab "K" je. Rasakan kau!
Video ni memang buat aku tak senang duduk. Aksi pegang-pegang pipi, sikat-sikat rambut, tarik-tarik hidung sememangnya boleh mengugurkan jantung aku. Kalau ada orang buat macam tu depan aku, nescaya aku bagi dia turning kick. Okey, kita ambil dari sudut negatif maksud aku positif drama cikai comel ni. Hubungan yang utuh antara suami dan isteri. Aku rasa lah, sebab aku tak tengok drama ni. Si suami sayang isteri vice versa.

Dan ibu bapa mereka tak suka. Sekali lagi, aku cuma agak-agak, tapi selalunya cerita Melayu macam tu. Langsung tiada perubahan. Hampir semua drama macam tu. Kawan aku punya ayah yang juga merupakan ayah aku punya kawan suruh anak-anak dia jangan tengok cerita Melayu sebab tiada nilai katanya. Anak-anak dia selalu cakap abah diorang tu pengarah. Boleh bayangkan tak? Hampir setiap minit dia boleh tau. Super professor!
Nenek aku, yang berumur 84 tahun tu cakap kalau tengok cerita Melayu ibarat menghabiskan api atau elektrik. Dia cakap lagi yang gedik orang Melayu nampak gila, tapi gedik orang putih tak nampak. Maksudnya, orang Melayu berpakaian seksi memang hodoh tapi kalau orang Barat pakai apa pun nampak elok sebab itu memang lumrah dan cara hidup mereka. Kalau engkau dah dilahirkan sebagai orang Timur, lebih-lebih lagi orang Melayu yang azalinya beragama Islam, sampai mayat engkau reput pun engkau tetap orang Melayu. Ada paham?
This is how I look like when I'm watching Malay shows..ceh speaking plak kao.
Selain daripada membikin drama yang predictable, lagu-lagu Melayu pun macam tu. Tapi selalunya lagu pop yang pelik-pelik. Tak ada makna tersirat mahupun tersurat. Asyik pasal cinta, putus cinta, kemewahan, cinta lagi, cinta segi tiga la, cinta empat segi tepat la, teman mesra la dan banyak lagi karya-karya yang sememangnya merapu-rapu. Adik aku yang 5 tahun pun tahu buat lagu twinkle twinkle little star versi dia sendiri. Bak kata Matluthfi90, orang Melayu pandai buat drama yang berkuantiti, tetapi tak berkualiti. Betul kata professor ni. Tabik kat engkau Mat!
Aku tahu. Entri-entri aku selalunya buat orang tak senang duduk dan korang rasa nak robek muka aku nikan? Aku pernah dapat several mesej dari anon yang maki-maki aku lah. Nak tabuh aku la. Tapi aku ambil dari sudut yang positif. Maknanya ada orang yang sudi menegur aku. Tapi dia sebenarnya piss off dengan aku sebab aku tegur dia. Padahal aku tak sebut nama dia dalam entri aku. Siapa yang makan cili, dialah yang terasa pedasnya. Betul tak?
Tangan pun dah kebas, aku dah blah. Assalamua'laikum.
P/S: Harap maaf sekiranya ada kesalahan tatabahasa, ejaan, mahupun perkataan atau ayat yang menyebabkan ketidakselesaan. Sila beri komentar. Arigatou. :)

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Series Serendipity, S+S
Wednesday, February 29, 2012 » 3:45 AM » 0Comment(s)


Assalamualaikum, hello, konichiwa... I know, I know, my blog is kinda dusty. That's why I'm here. Duh~  -_-'
So, Scars & Stories by The Fray is already available in Malaysia, my country and probably worldwide peeps. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I'm super exited and I really want one. I already download their latest single music video, "Heartbeat", and my first impression was like : "OMG!!! WHAT A COOL AND MEANINGFUL SONG!!!", which is true. I'm trying not too exited bout this but I couldn't help myself. And I'm mentally dating with Isaac's voice. *troll face*
But yeah, I really want one. Badly. So badly. My sister kinda dull the whole week cause she's not going to Avenged Sevenfold concert on this April the 29th cause she's not enough money to go there. The tickets price are damn expensive. First, they announced the tickets sold at RM258, RM 158 and RM88.
 And suddenly they rise up the price to RM298, RM198 and RM98. The venue also changed. First, they told us they are coming to perform at Stadium Negara, then they changed it to Sunway, and I don't know much bout it cause it's kinda complicated. More info, click this.
Low E and the broken tuner~ T^T
My guitar, Bruce is sick. I accidentally broke his lower E string while tuning him and my little sister accidentally dropped him and his tuner were broken. I don't talk much in that day. Disappointing, frustrated, anger, though full and many more. I want whip her but it's not her fault. Besides, she's only two.
And on the way back from my Granda's place, My elder sister Atikah, asks me for my phone to calm my youngest sister (the one who dropped Bruce down), so I gave my phone to her. She play with my phone and Atikah didn't realize that she threw my phone out of the window.
I know, you guys probably thinks I will kill her right? Read the next paragraph please. +_+
And yes, my phone break apart. The battery was pulled apart, the screen was cracked and the buttons don't work anymore. How do I know these stuff? Cause a man spotted a shiny thing on the ground, so he stops his car and "My goodness, a pink phone of a girl." So he decided to bring it back home, asks his child to charge up my phone and he called my mom.
My mom called and ask me where phone is. And I said it is in the car. She said no and she told me to be grateful cause a man found my phone. I really want to blow at that time. But mom said that the damn jinx phone still in good condition. My sister felt so bad and she asks me what she need to do to redeem herself. And I said get me a Scars & Stories album and she said fair enough, she gonna get me one.
So, I better pray to Allah/God to fulfill my dream to have a Scars & Stories. Or maybe two, I don't give a screw. Two is better than one right? :}
So, Scars & Stories, people.
Thanks for reading, comment, or rate or umm... I don't know. Bye then. Got to go. Seriously  I'm going. You'll gonna miss me right? Right? You do? Aww, sweet talker. I'm off, for real. Bye again. Don't miss me cause I don't care even a piss. Bye. Bye. Bye. I'm leaving.

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Rock, paper, scissor.
Monday, December 26, 2011 » 11:55 PM » 0Comment(s)

Assalamualaikum peeps. You gotta admit that kids nowadays don't know how to play rock, paper, scissors game. The thing that interact them is video game, playstation, x-box and stuffs. They don't reckon this game and though is as stupid and the individual that play this game is the evergreens.
Lame. They only exposed with these modern and futuristic games. Assassins Creed, Call of Duty:Black Ops, Skyrim, Batman:Akram City and more are favorites. 
I'm just afraid that the old games will vanishes and forgotten by the kids. Seriously, I've over heard my sister conversation said that her friend don't know how to play rock, paper, scissor game. What a pathetic. I think we have to face the fact that these modern days kid just know how to press the button to play games and fattened up themselves without doing outdoors activities. -_-Apparently, these games get appreciation with awards and widely exposes even in news and papers. Video Game Award, British Academy Game Awards and Gamerfuzion Video Game Award plus many more play the parts to spread these games to the world.

I hope y'all still remember this game.
ps:Teach yer children this game, lozers +.O

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MUSLIM & CLOTHING
Friday, February 04, 2011 » 10:53 PM » 2Comment(s)

Assalamua'laikum. Nowadays, we can clearly seen that many Muslim people especially women wears "muslimah cloth" but in fact they are naked in many ways. They wear hijab or headscaft but they not covering they chest, they wear long sleeves and pants but it is so tight till you can notice their buttocks. I have to admit that nobody is perfect yet we surely can change.
Nowdays, Muslims are only Islam in their name only but in lifesytle their are not.Their clothing is just EXACTLY THE SAME AS NON-MUSLIM.Well, this is not shocking news,i myself notice it in my family.Government or Religion Department should really monitor the clothes that being sell in the mall because it is not EVEN ISLAMIC. So why they labeled these clothes as ISLAMIC WEAR??
I really hope that this phenomena will end it the right way...Muslims are getting away from the right path.They now don't even care about sin and deed.Maybe my Ustaz was right,the apocalypse is getting near..and we suppose to getting ready. I just wish that my family and me will escape the Hell and continuing our permenant life in His Heaven.
Amin Ya Rabbal A'lamin..Wallahu A'lam :)http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i5paf9GnEBw

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