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Penjual ikan hanyir hati kering batu kayu keras.

Thursday, June 27, 2013 » 2:09 AM » 0Comment(s)

Assalamualaikum. Nak tahu satu benda tak? Tak payah nak geleng kepala, angguk je lah. Aku pangg kang. Sekarang pukul 01:41 pagi. Dan, aku tak boleh tidur. Rasa terbuku hati.

Baiklah. Aku secara jujurnya makin sakit hati dengan hidup aku. Banyak manusia sekitar aku asyik pijak, lompat atas kepala aku. Diorang ingat aku tak tahu yang diorang buat semua benda tu. Ya, aku tahu korang semua cucuk aku, tikam aku dari belakang. Tapi, aku nak simpan, pendam habis-habis sebelum aku lepaskan semuanya satu hari nanti. Meletup depan korang semua.

Ahh sakit hati. Sakit sangat. Aku nak mengadu kat siapa? Siapa je yang selalu tolong aku? No one besides God. He helps me, yes He does. But, I want a decent proper motivation from my friends. Not only from God and my family. Aku nak korang yang motivate aku. Tapi, pagar dah makan padi. Siap kenyang muntat lagi tu. Rakus nya pagar tu makan padi! Tak tinggal sisa langsung. Aku sedar diri yang aku ni budak baru, semua benda tak tahu handle. Noob lah cakap budak sekarang. Tapi, sampai bila aku nak jadi noob tu? Takkan sampai kiamat? Takkan sampai aku grad?

Patutnya korang yang tua-tua ni sedar benda tu jadi kenapa. Perkataan kenapa tu patut selalu ada dalam kepala hotak korang. Tapi? Korang masih tak sedar lagi benda tu. Asyik nak tuding jari salahkan si noob-noob bangsat macam aku ni kan? Yeah, I got that shit. I know that shit. But. Seriously. Sikap korang yang selfish jual ikan ni lah yang akan menyebabkan puak korang pupus satu hari nanti. Just wait for that moment bitches. Just wait.

Ya, aku boleh bayangkan macam mana saat korang mati nanti. Aku nak tengok siapa yang nak datang ziarah korang, kapankan korang, tanam korang, angkat jenazah korang tu humban masuk liang lahad. Tak ada siapa pun melainkan puak puak jual ikan korang ni je yang datang. Sebab korang ni penjual ikan.

Aku sedar diri aku yang kurang ilmu ni. Eh, silap. Aku sedar diri aku yang tak ada ilmu ni. Sentiasa dituding jari telunjuk runcing bengkok korang tu. Aku sedar aku ni kerdil.

Ntah lah. Mungkin memang salah aku yang aku ni noob kot. Kecelakaan melanda diri aku. Tak macam korang semua yang dah pro dalam segala hal. Sebab tu lah pandangan aku tak pernah dan tak akan diterima pakai oleh puak penjual ikan seperti korang semua yang hanyir tu.

Malas ah aku nak bazirkan air mata aku demi korang, lebih-lebih lagi bila aku sendiri tangkap leleh sebab aku tak tahu langsung apa salah aku. Langsung aku tak diberitahu apa salah aku, apa kelemahan aku. Yang aku dapat, pulau. Aku dapat dipulaukan oleh korang semua si penjual ikan hanyir.

Nak buat macam mana kan? Nak berlari bogel satu U? Mustahil. Nak jerit sampai berdarah anak tekak? Baik aku jerit time gig. Nak tikam korang balik dengan pisau 99 kali kat perut? Malas aku darah banyak keluar. Nak maki korang depan-depan? Elak korang je maki aku semua air liur tersembur.

Jadi, aku ambil keputusan nak biarkan sahaja apa tahi najis yang korang dah campak atas kepala aku. Aku akan biarkan aja semua benda ni jadi, sampailah ada legasi baru yang pegang tampuk kepimpinan korang, masa tu; tahu lah yang mana langit, yang mana bumi.

Aku rasa tu jelah kot. Jam pun dah pukul 02:05 AM. Aku rasa aku patut tidur. Selamat malam dunia

ps: Aku rasa hacks ni pun noob jugak. Acah bagus dengan wraping dia yang menyala tu, pedehal tak sama lansung. Lahanatnya! Sekian nerds

Labels: Metal, My Life Me, School Life, UiTM Machang

Series Serendipity, S+S

Wednesday, February 29, 2012 » 3:45 AM » 0Comment(s)

Assalamualaikum, hello, konichiwa... I know, I know, my blog is kinda dusty. That's why I'm here. Duh~ -_-'
So, Scars & Stories by The Fray is already available in Malaysia, my country and probably worldwide peeps. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I'm super exited and I really want one. I already download their latest single music video, "Heartbeat", and my first impression was like : "OMG!!! WHAT A COOL AND MEANINGFUL SONG!!!", which is true. I'm trying not too exited bout this but I couldn't help myself. And I'm mentally dating with Isaac's voice. *troll face*
But yeah, I really want one. Badly. So badly. My sister kinda dull the whole week cause she's not going to Avenged Sevenfold concert on this April the 29th cause she's not enough money to go there. The tickets price are damn expensive. First, they announced the tickets sold at RM258, RM 158 and RM88.
And suddenly they rise up the price to RM298, RM198 and RM98. The venue also changed. First, they told us they are coming to perform at Stadium Negara, then they changed it to Sunway, and I don't know much bout it cause it's kinda complicated. More info, click this.

Low E and the broken tuner~ T^T

My guitar, Bruce is sick. I accidentally broke his lower E string while tuning him and my little sister accidentally dropped him and his tuner were broken. I don't talk much in that day. Disappointing, frustrated, anger, though full and many more. I want whip her but it's not her fault. Besides, she's only two.
And on the way back from my Granda's place, My elder sister Atikah, asks me for my phone to calm my youngest sister (the one who dropped Bruce down), so I gave my phone to her. She play with my phone and Atikah didn't realize that she threw my phone out of the window.
I know, you guys probably thinks I will kill her right? Read the next paragraph please. +_+
And yes, my phone break apart. The battery was pulled apart, the screen was cracked and the buttons don't work anymore. How do I know these stuff? Cause a man spotted a shiny thing on the ground, so he stops his car and "My goodness, a pink phone of a girl." So he decided to bring it back home, asks his child to charge up my phone and he called my mom.
My mom called and ask me where phone is. And I said it is in the car. She said no and she told me to be grateful cause a man found my phone. I really want to blow at that time. But mom said that the damn jinx phone still in good condition. My sister felt so bad and she asks me what she need to do to redeem herself. And I said get me a Scars & Stories album and she said fair enough, she gonna get me one.
So, I better pray to Allah/God to fulfill my dream to have a Scars & Stories. Or maybe two, I don't give a screw. Two is better than one right? :}
So, Scars & Stories, people.
Thanks for reading, comment, or rate or umm... I don't know. Bye then. Got to go. Seriously I'm going. You'll gonna miss me right? Right? You do? Aww, sweet talker. I'm off, for real. Bye again. Don't miss me cause I don't care even a piss. Bye. Bye. Bye. I'm leaving.

Labels: Avenged Sevenfold, Family, Malaysia, Metal, Music, My Life Me, Property, Rock, The Fray

Avenged Sevenfold Lead Guitarist-->Synyster Gates aka Brian Haner

Tuesday, May 17, 2011 » 6:22 AM » 0Comment(s)

Wow!What a long freakin title.Face the fact.Synyster can play very well on his lovely schecter guitar.And most of the fans try so hard to get his guitar chord.The reason?I dunno,maybe his guitar got the answer.Or just the way he play it.But we all know that his father is a great guitarist and maybe he taught him how to play well.Right?
Every time i heard their song especially the guitar solo part i'm like "how the heck does he play those chords?"
There's a lot of people tryin to do like exact chords,but turns out they got even worst!Trust me,i've seen it.

His babies

Ever time when A7X do some showcase,he'll appear with distinct guitar chord.EVERY TIME(kinda).I'm amazed :] The unique bout him is when every time he plays,the crowd were silent.They just scream after the show.He plays same as his dad,but the old man are still the best.Watch This :]